Integration: Part 2

 

Valinor The Eternal Land Of The Elves by Joe Gilronan

This is a story that I've tried to write satisfactorily for several years now, but each effort proved resoundingly unsuccessful. I never felt that it was properly narrated, and the strong knowingness that I had not adequately understood the message hung heavily over me. Oh, but as you will soon see, the superficial meaning of it is pretty obvious ~ it's just that the actual meaning wasn't clear to me. 

Until recently. That's after I wrote "Integration". Almost as soon as I had completed writing that post, my mind pulled in the memory of an experience that had previously eluded comprehension at a deeper level. As the event replayed in my mind ~ still as crystal clear as ever ~ I finally got it. I will now do my best to tell the tale.

 

The Scene

Many years ago, out of nowhere came a vision. It was a scene that unfolded mentally ~ it was so vivid and intense that the memory of what I saw stayed with me ever since. The sheer force of the scene left me with no doubt that it was a real experience, one that took place so long ago that to qualify "when" proves impossible. The only way I can place it in a context of Time is to say....when one of the first Falls occurred.

It is all dazzling, blinding Light everywhere. It is in what I would call "Space", but also a realm of Light, pure Crystal Light. There were many Beings, all of whom were in physical form, but only just. Ethereal, fluid, but with some form. No craft of any kind, just Beings with the ability to move without a space vessel. I saw it from the filter of the Being closest to my mental screen ~ there was a lot of activity going on, and it was obvious that some sort of battle or chase-and-capture sequence was occurring. 

Although the scene lasted but mere seconds, the aftermath was something else. It took me a long, long while to recover from the vision. There were so many emotions running through me, all of which contributed to the jarring impact of the vision.

I knew it was some sort of battle of Light vs Dark, and that it took place during one of the first Falls very early on during the time of Creation in this part of the Cosmos. I was shocked and shaken from the vision. This was in contrast to the lack of emotion in the Being through whom I was a witness. There was no fear, no anger, no hatred. No apparent emotion in the midst of what looked to me like a battlefield. The overriding objective that I got was, "This is a mission and I'm carrying it out." And yet, this isn't exactly an accurate description either ~ in the absence of what I consider emotion, there was something else.... Compassion. 

 

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That was my only vision of the classic Light vs Dark scenario that's been playing out in several sectors of the Cosmos ever since.

 

The Analogy

Although it was apparent that I was witnessing some sort of battle, I also knew that it was an incomplete and superficial comprehension of the Bigger Picture. As I'm a great fan of the Bigger Picture, I thought it was quite a cruel joke to play on me as my initial understanding did not expand much further from there.

Well, it's taken many years, and at long last I see the Bigger Picture. So this is really like a Part 2 to my Integration post (and that's what I will title this post, too). While the surface interpretation is that of Light vs Dark, I will use an analogy to elaborate the core of the vision. Don't worry, it's a pretty straightforward one 😁

Imagine a Creator Being having twins called Awena and Ayani. As Creator Beings themselves, the twins live in Paradise and spend much of their time learning, playing and building little worlds of their own. Over time, Awena started to build bigger worlds with minute deviations from the established guidelines of Creation 101. Soon, the creations started to fill Paradise and Awena wandered further and further into the Outer Realms, building more worlds with increasing deviations, each time forgetting a bit more about Home and becoming a bit more disconnected with Parent. Awena started entertaining and believing growing thoughts about becoming an even better Creator Being than Parent, and continued straying and building and forgetting and disconnecting ~ grotesque characteristics far removed from Creator Guidelines started to appear in Awena's creations. At this point, Parent tasked Ayani to set out and bring Awena Home. 

Which Ayani did. 

This is the gist of the vision's Bigger Picture. It's not a battle of Light vs Dark ~ it is a Recover and Return of the Beings that had strayed, having forgotten and/or disconnected from Home. Parent does not disown Awena for the miscreations, Awena is still Parent's Child. Both Awena and Ayani originate from Parent, both are Creator Beings of Light even if one of them had chosen to dim the Inner Light thereby inducing a state of darkness.

The Cycles of Fall

This pattern of behaviour repeated itself time and time again over the Cosmic Ages. Each over-straying led to faults in the fabric of Creation, and each time rescue missions will be mounted. However, a growing issue was already developing at the same time ~ falls in frequency increased with each disconnect episode. As these cycles played out, the miscreations became denser and the two "sides" fell in tandem and became more polarised. Over Time, no one returned Home as Home was forgotten. Eventually, the result is the continuing saga of Light vs Dark. 

Both fell in Consciousness. Both had degrees of disconnect. Both had levels of forgetting. The one thing that kept both going was the momentum of the eternal battle of Light and Dark, with each side believing the answer was annihilation of the other.

Today, we still carry the genetic and karmic coding of this eternal battle in its various forms, not just Light/Dark. The need to get rid of opposition, to make the other wrong so we can be right, taking sides, to make exclusivity socially acceptable, to constantly have an enemy in some form so that the fighting continues. This is our polarised mindset in action. 

The Deeper Understanding

A pertinent point I would like to highlight from the vision is that ALL Beings there look similar ~ they all had the appearance of Ethereal Beings of Light. It wasn't possible to tell just from looks who was doing the rescuing and who was being rescued. No Being looked like some monstrous beast bent on wreaking hell.

(It is regrettable that many still believe that once we ascend to 5D, it will be free from darkness, choosing to forget that the First Fall involved Angelic/Light Beings and thereafter descending downwards with each successive fall. It was this same choosing-to-forget misguidance that resulted in my taking a long time to get over the sight of great Angelic/Light Beings battling each other.)

I am reminded of the story of Gollum, who was actually a Hobbit named Smeagol. The most easy-going and genial race, Hobbits could hardly be thought of as dark or evil. And yet, as Smeagol forgot his True State he allowed himself to be seduced by the One Ring and be corrupted over time, eventually succumbing totally to the One Ring. However, even towards the end he was able to reach within and briefly remembered his inherent Light before again choosing to disconnect.

No matter the degree of Light or Dark we find ourselves in right now, we all came from Original Creation a long, long Cosmic Time ago through uncountable iterations of incarnations and across untold Multiverses. We have deviated so much from the beginning that we have lost the ability to recognise ourselves, let alone others.

As we know, Polarity is really the extreme ends of the same pole (as the term also suggests). It's the diverse states of Consciousness that have strayed too far from the centre, and have become imbalanced. And yet, in that same state of imbalance, each tries to achieve balance by cross-weighing against the other. To maintain that unnatural balance, each must stay at their extreme position or risk jeopardy. If one moves towards the centre, both become unsteady and under threat of being thrown off. So the precarious unnatural balance is preserved through sustaining each of their respective stance on polarity.

Amidst the current chaos of the global control agenda through health, the stark reality of how Polarity rears its frightful and fearful state has never been more evident. We have been terrified out of our wits, literally, and conditioned to turn against each other against a backdrop of exclusivity and deep distrust on both sides.

Annihilate them before they annihilate us.

 

Elves & Orcs, eternal enemies in Lord of the Rings

Orcs were originally Elves who were tortured, corrupted and perverted

The Pre-Requisite

As we make our way through the Ascension path increasingly dodging pitfalls and working around obstacles, it can sometimes seem like a dense dark fog has formed at the horizon, drastically reducing visibility to a mere couple of metres ahead. However, the call to return Home is in no way subdued, and that is what we must heed as we focus our attention on our destination. This orientation will also help us to hold, as much as possible, the intention to remember our Original Creation and our ultimate trek back to our Wholeness.

Integration of our inner polarities allows us to see, acknowledge and accept the Divine Consciousness in ALL, despite appearances and behaviour to the contrary. Unless we integrate our own polarities, we will see "the others" as people to battle against, subdue, punish, dismiss or deny. We will still foster the energy of separation in some sense. As long as our mindset harbours any thought of separation, our Ascension progress will be impacted in some way, along the way. At some level of Ascension, the separation mindset will become a block towards further progress. All polarity must be integrated before we are able to reach Home.

(Granted, some controlling entities have very little to none of this resonance left, but that is an entirely different topic altogether.)

As creator beings, our Inner Integration will eventually out-picture and manifest externally. This will pave the way for a new Consciousness, as illustrated by the top third sphere in my previous post (Part 1). As explained there, the way forward must be a new way and not just a unifying of both polarities as this may lead to a situation where each polarity will jockey for its own side to represent the unified front. Unifying polarities may also lead to some form of homogeneity, which defies a principle of Creation, that of diversification.

Integration allows for a new solution that may have never been considered before. The way forward isn't always a compromise from both sides as this solution can be fragile and fraught with dissatisfaction. Again, as I said before in Part 1, I have no idea how this looks like. All I know and believe in for now is that Inner Integration will pave the way.

I've written a whole bunch of words and gone on a tangent that was not expected 😁 I've also realised that this was something quite challenging for me to put into words as I am mindful of the two driving forces playing out right now and their respective calls ~ one for increasing separation, and the other for Unity Consciousness. This call of mine for Integration very likely will not sit well with either "side". At any rate, the main intention of this post is Inner Integration so this is the reminder with which I will leave you to consider.

"Namaste" was never meant to be conditional.

Loving Blessings to All!  💛💙💚 

PS. The Tolkien references (LOTR & Silmarillion) were not part of the original intention....They just happened as I was writing....

Integration: Part 1

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Greetings and Namaste to All! 💜

It's still hiatus season for me, but I can no longer ignore the strong nudge to write, so I hope that this is beneficial in some way.

This blog was created by me in 2016, with the intention of being the medium through which I would post personal accounts that I feel would be of some use to readers. As you can see, this endeavour wasn't successful, having only two posts, both from 2016. It simply wasn't practical for me to maintain The Earth Plan as well as this, so the latter was dropped.

However, since I needed to write this post and have no wish or desire to create a brand new site, I'm resorting to continuing with this previously-abandoned blog which means I spend a lot less time in preparation. So....welcome to Divine*Emanations, dear Beautiful Souls!  The weird and wonderful thing is that this 2016 blog name is now so apt for this phase of my journey, in terms of writing. When I chose that name 5 years ago, I didn't really know why but it felt right to do so at that time.

With that introduction done, let me get to the update.

The recent major development (I'm not including the numerous minor ones) I wish to report here was about two weeks ago. As some would know, I'm neither into moon cycles nor am I an Astrology buff, so I will only focus on describing Energy Codes.

The tiny Rainbow-hued micro-crystals that have been increasingly around since 2012 now appear more "internal" than "out there". I can only guess that this means there's more physical embodiment of these Crystalline Codes ~ it's not that they have reduced in quantity "out there", that's just a symbolic representation for the benefit of my understanding. The sense of being more crystalline is also beginning to permeate in the physical.

In my last The Earth Plan post in late June, I wrote about the Emerald energies:

I finally saw the geometries, woohoooo! And thank you 😊

When I first saw them (and gotten over the excitement) I told myself, "Weave pattern". I was immediately corrected and got just one word, "KNITTED".

Thankfully and gratefully, a lot more information followed so at least I can offer you more other than the frequent "I don't know" 🤭 And thankfully, my extremely disastrous foray into learning how to knit when I was a teen is now finally serving a suitable purpose. (Have I warned you this will get very long?.....)

What I understand from this is that this new tranche of codes are "knitting" together the polarised energies that are now prevalent in the world. The structure of Duality in the old reality meant that Humanity was generally shepherded into two opposing streams, reinforced through the mentality of competition via politics, sports, pro/anti agendas, contests, wars, right/wrong, good/bad, light/dark etc. As we continue to progress along the Ascension process, Duality is being re-cast since the New Reality does not run on polarisation.

It was made very clear to me that this isn't Neutrality, nor is it a Compromise. It is a new State of Consciousness.

And this is where knitting comes in. Knitting experts, please bear with me ~ I'm doing this based on very elementary knowledge.

Knitting primarily consists of two types of stitches ~ "knit" and "purl", with each producing its own distinct pattern. 

SewHomey   

However, when both stitches are used together in various combinations, they produce totally different patterns altogether, entirely new "geometries" that can sometimes bear very little resemblance to the basic stitches.

Gathered

The "knit" and "purl" stitches represent the polarities of Duality. The "knitting" together of the polarities gives rise to a new third element. But the astounding thing is that the reverse side of entirely "knit" stitches are the "purl", and vice-versa. In other words, these distinct "knit" and "purl" stitches are ultimately the mirror of the other....flip one over and you get the other! The only thing that differentiates them is the respective perspective of how we choose to look at them.

Very "knit" indeed 😁

Now we come to diagrams. If we use circles to represent polarities, we have:

 

where the middle shaded part is the blended or "woven together" area, consisting of both polarities like a sort of compromise. This is what has been offered as a solution to the issue of extreme polarity that is now plaguing our Planet at pandemic proportions as the energies surface for resolution. Based on what I've been shown, there is another option.

The answer is represented by this:

where the two bottom circles represent the two polarities, and the third one at the top is the solution. Meaning, a real solution can only come about when we base our understanding on the two polarities (two bottom circles supporting the third) and come from a higher perspective/Higher Consciousness (circle on top). Only then can the new state in totality be birthed. This new state is a circle in its own right, and "fully formed", unlike the diminished area of the shaded part in the diagram with two circles, which consists of parts only.

What is also interesting for me to note is that from the perspective of Architecture Codes, the one with the two circles is the Vesica Piscis format, which is the Bi-Wave building block of the old distorted reality based on Duality. The one with three spheres....well, it's certainly representative of the Tri-Wave architecture of New Creation.

I am additionally reminded of the following quote from Rumi:

 

Pat Sterling

The "field" is the solution, and when the Soul "lies down in that grass", I interpret that as being in a place of Higher Consciousness. We leave the Duality of wrongdoing/rightdoing and head for the field, where we can find the solution in an entirely new space from a totally different perspective.

There's a final point I need to make, which involves us as individuals, especially in this current climate where we are supposed to be the ones who should know better, but many of us are instead adding to the chaos by enhancing the behaviour of Duality. There are a few who are doing their best and calling for Unity/Divine Neutrality, and I used to think that this was the mode for going forward and moving out of Duality. Based on what I've written, I will have to re-orientate how I look at it. 

How can we implement and practice this Integration in our daily lives? Unfortunately, I have to resort to "I don't know" in answer to this as I have no further information at this point in time, but I do believe that each one of us has a sense of what that entails.

What I can say with certainty is that we ourselves need to integrate the polarities we hold within ourselves. For example, if we hold the notion that we must eliminate the Dark so that Light can reign, that in itself means we have a polarity consciousness. Using the knitting analogy, each is the mirror of the other. How can we achieve Wholeness if we eliminate either one? Not annihilation, not avoidance, not battling, not dismissing, not denying. Integration. And only then can a real resolution take shape, from a place of Higher Consciousness.

We acknowledge that all is birthed from Source, including the Dark. It is also an aspect of Source, albeit one that has disconnected itself from Source and has forgotten or has chosen to forgo its True Origins. Every Soul deserves redemption and the choice to reconnect to Source, except in such extreme cases where the Soul has become irreversibly corrupted and needs to be recast. "Corrupted" as in the analogy of a computer file or disk that has become so corrupted that it has totally lost all data integrity and can no longer be used in its existing format. The verdict of which Soul has reached that status is most definitely not ours to make. Our job is to integrate our polarities.

Before I sign off here and resume my hiatus, please as always bear in mind that what I write is from my own perception filter, and I do not claim any of it as Truth.

Loving Blessings to All!  💛💙💚

PS. For anyone that wondered, I tried to learn how to knit for my cat when I was in my teens. I wanted him to have a nice fluffy layer on top of his bed for extra comfort. What was meant to be a rectangular swathe of knitting ending up as a trapezoid with gaping holes. I never knitted again after that.