It's been a strange and surreal sort of year so far, with a very pronounced dualistic nature expressing itself loudly as we go through this noisy and messy but necessary phase with Humanity jostling around, trying to find its way, trying to find its footing.
As mentioned before, it feels like we've already lived through the entire year of 2025 and more, and at the same time it's like only two weeks has passed. It's now halfway through April but there's an energetic sense that the "new year" hasn't quite happened yet ~ it's almost as if the "new year" starts next month in May.
Tied to this is the sense that we've been in a holding pattern since November 2024, waiting for clearance to land. We've been slowly circling around the runway for ages ~ or hovering, depending on how you "feel" ~ but no, landing is still not possible. When we look down on the runway, we see that it's phasing in and out of sight. In the moments when it becomes visible, we can hardly recognise it ~ we know it's a runway on which we have landed countless times before, but somehow it now looks so foreign, so unfamiliar. This makes us doubt if we will proceed even if we are cleared for landing. So we continue to maintain our holding pattern.
There's this undercurrent of Wibbly-wobbly-Timey-wimey that has amplified since I brought it up in June last year (here), specifically since November 2024. It's like sub-timelines are being rearranged, which adds to all the high strangeness of 2025 so far.
Speaking of Timelines....it felt like there was an attempted Timeline incursion over the weekend, which was thankfully thwarted. I can't say more about this until I have a better understanding (it's only me guessing at this point) but more importantly, I'm not entirely sure if it's an actual thing. The only reason I'm mentioning it now is because I've checked with a number of people and they all reported feeling unsettled or felt that something was off. I was certainly rattled for a very long moment as I symbolically saw that scene, even though I knew the attempt failed.
I will continue shortly....
Namarie! 💗
**Update 18 April 2025: Here for Part 2.